so the gap year place finally got back to me about whether or not i could get more financial aid (because i cannot afford a 15,000 trip)
and they’re giving me 10,000 more dollars. I would only have to pay 5,000 to go on this trip.
but chapman doesnt let you differ admission and its wayy too late to commit anywhere else and there’s no way to do it unless i were to try and reapply from whatever country, or unless I took a year off after this first gap year to get my college shit together
and my stomach literally hurts because i want to go on this trip so much but i know that its not possible because i cant reapply in-country and i cant take a year off after this gap year